All That Remains

When I stare at myself, I can never stand still

That ain't me looking back, it's just an image I've killed

Yeah to get to the cancer that clouds all my answers again

My crisis of conscience only trails up in smoke

I look hard for a roadway that'll lead me back home

But I Choke on the meaningless, swallow my ignorance whole

How did I manage to lose?

No control over lines I've confused

With every word fading, I try to proceed

Without knowing the questions, as I fall to my knees

Yeah since nobody sees it, I try to believe it's all free

Behind my two eyes, I still feel so ashamed

Like there's so much to pay for with so little to gain

But I smile apprehensively, hoping these thoughts go away

Well maybe we're one in the same

No control over all that remains

When I stare at myself, it ain't me looking back

Yeah it's never that easy but I guess I'm intact

As I'm wandering shaken, still taking up all that remains