Cautious are the doubting few
While spontaneous the dumb
I guess that I'm just jaded now
Because I've never felt so dumb
Ain't it crazy now to say it?
Yeah the silence seems too loud
In the end we'll just betray it though
And move ahead like we're so proud
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
I can't stop thinking of the friendships that I've lost
I just get so tired of living with the cost
Yeah I get so tired of living with the cost
We don't stick to a decision
They're dismissed and set aside
Oh the cautious need precision here
While the others can't abide
It's harder now to say it
Because I don't know what you want
If there's a message though just send it down
From all these scars you've used to flaunt
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
I can't stop thinking of the friendships that I've lost
I just get so tired of living with the cost
Yeah I get so tired of living with the cost
They all come back to find me here
Bound in thought to disappear
Tortured with my hopes and fears
Mirroring the past again
Mirroring the past again
It's not that I'm not confident this time
It's just the past has always been unkind
I can't stop thinking of the friendships that I've lost
I just get so tired of living with the cost
Yeah I get so tired of living with the cost
I'll watch these stars until they shoot across
These skies for lies as summer's slowly lost