The snow slowly crept through the air
As your fingertips gave me a scare
But through all the rustling and noises and bustling
I told you that I wasn't prepared
So you laughed and then threatened to leave
All to find that I still had to grieve
I constantly struggled with those feelings you smuggled
Through the phone on that lost Christmas eve
Party hats and pleasures
Lives that can't be measured
Altering the reasons we should leave
The sunlight began to give way
As we lost all control on that day
But somewhere in new years, we all find some new fears
While our structured beliefs fall away
I've never made a bigger mistake
I've never made a bigger mistake
Party hats and pleasures
Lives that can't be measured
Altering the reasons we should leave
Adorned all the meaningless
Words for some wearyness
Call out the ambulence
Holding my hands a bit
Patronized lullabies
Put to sleep, ease your mind
Struggled with everything
Truths that I couldn't find, fine
But now they're only mine
Now they're only mine
The snow slowly crept through the air
Well it's time to let go but I'm still unprepared
It's time to let go but I'm still unprepared